hell week

just had my brakets off.. its a little uncomfortable it wasnt cleaned up so the cements are still on.. brown out e.. i have to wait until tuesday.. with my retainers hopefully.. my teeth look awful..

i almost failed in os.. 72s the passing.. i got 73.. haha well that is for now.. im definitely still in peril.. most definitely still.. todays supposedly our "major" quiz but thank God theres no classes.. haha

biak-na-bato.. its fun.. teasing mikka and her lb.. hahaha the fun part.. anyway, we have to edit the video, puting in pictures and sounds..

mon - sad defense
fri - eng defense

there has to be something on my wrist

we went to shangrila today to visit our favorite boutique: lucerne.. for those who dont know what that is.. its a store full of watches.. haha daddy and i just love them.. theyre so amazing.. a work of art.. if u also see the inside of course.. especially the made in swiss types.. theyre incredible.. dont get me wrong, i dont know much about watches.. only daddy knows them.. hes obsessed.. and im next.. haha i like wearing my watch the face facing me to prevent it from having scratches.. haha theyre too precious..

documentation in sad: appoximately 300 pages.. + book bind (hard bound) + other expenses.. whos gonna pay for that huh? stop wasting our money!! i need to invest in something i want.. ok?

mimi's bday tom! haha we wont be seeing each other soon though.. shes making takas takas on libre.. yuk, cant believe im actually saying that.. haha rio's bday tom either.. haha

quiz tom on ns.. *sigh* havent started on anything yet.. yeah, i can make it on the deans list talaga..

im planning to dye my hair red and curl it making my hair look very big so that i would look chubby.. im just guessing i would like one haha

sick, literally sick

common sickness:
fever
cold
cough

im weak.. *sigh*

damn it, ust won for the 5th time in cheerdance.. and dlsu wasnt there.. sad.. they wont make it anyway.. i mean win the championship, or any place for that matter..

sick and tired of you

again with the "di bo ai kyaw din naw bu ki yo?" "tai si e a, yi ka ai kyaw nan".. figure it out what it means haha okay.. STOP pushing me to not like my mom just shut the hell up!!!!! what do u want from me huh!!!!?!?!?!?!?! if only i could hit all of u.. fyi, even if we're not "it", stop forcing me to hate my mom!! ok? because whatever u do, nothing would change.. clear?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

loser

its quite depressing seeing all your friends' names on the dean's list.. im such a loser.. i need to accomplish something right now.. i wondered.. i couldve been listed there if only i studied well.. and then i wonder.. what wouldve happened if i were in fact listed.. would i brag? pretend it didnt happen? what? anyway, i want my name to be listed even just for a semester.. to have accomplished something for once in my life..

note: peer pressure isnt always bad

so far yet so near

you know the saying.. so near yet so far? mines the other way around.. im pertaining to my sister.. last night my cousin and i talked about age.. age issues, age gaps, age groups.. it all started with me teasing my cousin for being 20, at least going 20.. so we had this feeling, being afraid of the future (no longer in school).. what might happened and stuff like that (exactly like the speech in coach carter hehe).. anyway, it all came down to the "so far yet so near" thought.. my shobe's 13, im 19 and my cousin's 20.. umm.. obviously, my cousin and i are at the same age group.. but lately, it turns out my sister can be in the same group as ours.. which is weird.. very unusual.. we thought maybe she thinks maturely or we're just too childish.. maybe both.. she wants to be an adult.. i dont know why.. whenever we suggest some stuff that very much suits her, she would say "ayaw! ang kiddie! ..(blah blah blah)..".. so i guess thats the reason hahaha were not childish.. whew! hihihi oh, i just remembered what mom said to me.. "act maturely, mahiya ka.. mas mature na si nikki sayo".. ok.. thats.. wow.. hmm.. no comment.. anyway, its both..

once and again and again.........

ive decided to move yet again after my recent post on the other site haha with my previous blog, you see i cant have links with people using other blogs.. and the only person i know whos using xanga is shoti.. (and a cousin hes not really updating anymore) anyway, ill just post my most recent entry here.. just updated earlier today.. maybe this will be my permanent blog after using no less than 5 blogs.. youll never know haha

birthday.. bash?

just read my friends' blogs.. hahahaha some write in tagalog (i had a hard time to read it) and some in english (some have nice thoughts and some are awful just like mine)

ics week, whew.. its over.. not that i didnt want it.. it includes cancelled classes in fact.. its just that i have to be in ust for a longer time than usual..

watched godsend on star movies last night.. it was a little scary so i turned the volume down and switched the channel from time to time haha.. i didnt really know what happened at the end part haha

slept for 11 hrs hihihi i didnt know i didnt turn off the tv until i heard noises early in the morning.. i guess i slept without even knowing im actually sleeping haha for the record, i always know when im about to sleep..

went out with my hs friends (neos) last saturday night to celebrate our birthday (karen's on sept 3rd).. its a little fun.. did i say a little?? thats impossible.. maybe im just not in the mood or maybe tata wasnt there.. i dont feel 19 haha in fact i never felt any age when i was at that age.. weird noh.. im boring thats why.. well...... maybe 15, when i met neos haha.. they made me feel.... special? i dont know.. it was a different feeling.. they turned my usual frown to a... smile? haha cant think of a smile in the eye.. oh.. i think its a smile.. we see people smiling in the eye rather than on the lips right? haha anyway, i usually go out with them rather than my other friends.. im not saying my other friends arent cool or anything.. its just that.. hmm.. ano ba.. basta no malice, ok? although some have changed.. what can i say? everyone changes, only they changed too early.. haha am i right? haha trying hard nanaman to make my own philosophy hahaha