getting slimmer

(supposed to be written last thurs)

2006-11-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

i went to dinner last thursday with diko and her friend from toronto.. the name is arc.. they met decades ago at beijing where they were colleagues: arc as an engineer and diko as an interpreter.. you know, chinese english translation.. anyway, i learned that he scuba dives.. fyi, hes about 60.. at micronesia where about 40 japanese ships sunk during the wwII.. hes recently working with archeologists in which he volunteered to capture shots underwater for the documentary.. hes from padi too where we first started scuba diving that eventually got us a certificate saying we could go deeper underwater but with supervision and ready for the next level.. right then, we could go by ourselves.. i think? haha my scuba buddies are my relatives: my cousins and shoti of course.. we love the beach.. we would go at least once a year hahaha what i especially love about it is the water sports.. jetski, wind surfing, kayaking, scuba diving, etc.. we would looove to try surfing.. but u know, series of unfortunate events.. hahaha

renaissance time

2006-11-19T18:57:00.000+08:00

the plan last night didnt work out.. now zsas mad at me for not meeting up with her and shokoy for not considering her condition.. so its basically my fault.. first thing, i didnt tell mommy i was meeting up with them so they already bought me a movie ticket.. busted.. so i was trying to avoid zsa to not be mad at me by making her meet up with shokoy.. but they didnt meet either.. so uh.. only shokoy and i met but for only a couple of minutes.. her college friends were there and i was embarrassed so i left with my shobe.. we stopped by at kamiseta and bought a bunch of blouses.. fyi, all items are 50% off and up.. we spent all of our spare time there.. dami tao.. of course my shobe bought more than i did.. she almost emptied the store.. hmm, exagg yata.. ito nalang.. she almost cleared all the size xxs.. seriously, she did.. but i controlled her hahaha getting rid of all hideous clothes she picked.. thank goodness we were out of cash haha we went to kai for dinner with family afterwards.. the luscious scrumptious taste of beef i could never forget.. mmm! and the hamachi.. sarap grabe.. im drooling right now.. outstanding meal.. only not quite convincing.. anyway, we watched a movie.. first time since the last 9 years.. although it didnt exactly break the record coz shoti wasnt there.. casino royale.. another james bond movie.. we had lunch at haiku.. its quite satisfying.. i saw tata and salami hahaha grabe.. tata was supposed to go last night but u know, disadvantages of rival technologies.. anyway..

socializing

2006-11-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

i was in bed at 12:30 am but i slept around 4.. *sigh*

cousins bday the other day.. hes 18
nephews bday today.. hes 6

i was planning to go to makati with shokoy along with her college friends.. on second thought.. i dont wanna hangout with them.. totally op ako.. why does it have to be so hard getting along with new people? socializing.. the least i could ever do.. i mean with new people..

ust ranked 500th in the universities and colleges worldwide.. so far so good? anyway.. dlsu leads ateneo which is completely untrue.. money, thats why..

people's yabang moments

2006-11-15T22:21:00.001+08:00

i have a friend from hs whose status in ym goes like this: "crap ang baba na ng IQ ko 129 nlng crap!!" comments?

another friend from hs almost told me hes the brightest kid in his class.. it goes like this.. "na perfect ko yung isang exam namin haha di nga ako nagaral nun e.." believe it or not, he always says things like that.. super annoying talaga

a cousin of mine always has 'palusots'.. like.. ok, here i tried to not be too pushy haha..
kaka: kaya pala sabi ni mommy mas masipag ka na kay * dahil may inspiration ka na
cuz: nop
cuz: never will
cuz: ako sipag
cuz: asa ka pa
kaka: bkt ako aasa?
kaka: sabi nga ni mommy
kaka: dahil sa kanya noh!
kaka: hihihihi
cuz: ha???
cuz: ewan ko anu pinagsasabi ni mama....
cuz: sumisipag ako???ha??
kaka: mommy ko
kaka: bkt ayaw mong sinasabihan kang masipag?
kaka: weird
cuz: lalang
cuz: sobrang inappropriate
cuz: kasi ndi lang tlga ako masipag
cuz: i love being lazy
defensive ba or what? plus stress in the "laziness with brains".. 2 months later, i confronted *.. he told me my cousin had been studying late at night when everybodys already in bed.. haha sneak peek.. time will come he'll come clean.. or.. we'll get him cleaned hahaha

someone i know from ust.. ill show you his itsy bitsy yabang.. the others are confidential haha
boy: cge bgay m code
boy: basahin ko simulate ko output
boy: hahaha
kaka: sure ka?
kaka: sa friend ko yun e
kaka: actually
kaka: hehe
boy: game
boy: send mo ung file d2
kaka: hehehe
boy: ginawan ko nga c * ng c++ code ng walang compiler e
kaka: o? hahah
boy: lab experiment
boy: ngpatulong
so.. watcha think?

another from hs.. he thinks hes good in everything.. i mean in general.. "i did this all by myself.."

again from hs.. he accomplished something hard that made his friends praise him.. hed say.. "dali lang yun e.."

from ust.. "kayang kaya ko yan, dali dali lang e.. this and that lang tapos na"

have you noticed? all of them are male.. so what can you say?

stupid tests

2006-11-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

You Are 24% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all.
You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

this is just right.. im so not a vain.. but i tend to want to look good or nice from time to time.. duh

Your Movie Buff Quotient: 40%

You're a very typical movie goer. You like movies, but you are by no means a movie buff.
You've seen many of the biggest blockbusters, but you haven't really started digging in to the classics.

Are You a Movie Buff?

the movies given.. more than half of them, i dont even know..

Your Wrath Quotient: 37%

Sometimes you get really angry, but nothing out of the norm.
While you may wish someone harm, it's pretty unlikely that you'd actually do anything about it.

How Much Wrath Do You Have?

im not sure with my anger and all that.. but anyway..

You Are 49% Feminine, 51% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

this is cool.. im neither masculine nor feminine.. although i think of myself as more masculine haha

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

im not exactly sure what is normal for them.. it has this.. living together before marriage and having the "s" intercourse.. i think thats normal for the test.. but its not normal for me, not normal for Christians for that matter..

Your Inner Child Is Scared

Like a kid, you tend to shy away from new experiences.
You prefer what's tried and true - novelty is scary!
New foods, new places, and new friends are difficult for you to deal with.
Some say you're predictable, but you enjoy being comfortable.

How Is Your Inner Child?

i totally agree with and i know your guys agree with it too..

Your EQ is 73

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

im not good at reading people.. i usually get the wrong idea of someone or something..

You Are 28% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good.
It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

Are You A Sociopath?

so not a sociopath..

You Are 24% Obsessive

You tend to have a few obsessive thoughts, but you generally have them under control.
Sometimes your worries keep you up at night, though they usually don't interfere with your life.

How Obsessive Are You?

im not obsessed.. exagg yung test.. "you like to organize things like cds and groceries" duh! dirty lang sila noh

Your Attitude is Better than 15% of the Population

You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

How's Your Attitude?

ok now.. like everybody noticed.. im a very pessimistic kinda person..

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

uhh.. im not sure about this

You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert

You are quite reserved
You aren't afraid of social situations...
But you very much prefer to go it alone
And why not? You're your own best friend!

Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

introvert i am! haha

Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory

You want to have your cake... and everyone else's.
Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too!
You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship.
You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

im not quite sure about this, for one reason.. havent experienced all of it hahaha so pretty much guessing lang

You Are Apple Red

You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun.
And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial.
Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well.
However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you.

What Color Red Are You?

this might be true.. i think? haha

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

what? i dont think this is true.. first of all, i dont prefer a variety of friends and change them quickly.. and.. i let people down GENTLY? this is crazy..

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

do your see me as that? huh? huh? sapak? hahaha jokee

addict

2006-11-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

mega marathon of greys anatomy hahahahaha kakaaddict..

2nd week of school.. arghh!! i have to strive hard for internship.. damn.. i hate the real world.. i need to be a computer geek.. i wish to be one in fact.. hahaha right then i will probably have my own world and nothing else will matter..

didnt go to danes band publico in nescafe soundskool battle of the bands at ninoy something near harrisons.. im not sure.. anyway, parokya, imago, hale, bamboo, etc will be there.. sayang.. mahal na gasoline eh haha i wish we could do the same.. i mean, have a band with my shoti and cousins.. bandname: "tau si ma" or "ke hi" hahaha all time favorite and most prepared and cooked food at home.. hahaha

im so ready to go to ca.. grabe.. but i dont like the idea of studying there.. for one reason.. english.. evidently, im not good.. i always use simple words because im not a dictionary person.. my grammar sucks.. i cant gather ideas into readable, formal information.. and anything else you can think of..

classes

2006-11-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

noooo!!!
its only been 3 days since school started, and now we were given assignments.. ass..

i dont think ill be getting my hair curled anytime now.. maybe next yr.. at e-meng.. i cant believe this.. anyway, im planning to cut nlng.. at least have bangs.. i want to acquire new styles every now and then.. and i dont care what people think of me.. screw them.. hahaha tumalacs theory: ust people are brain washed.. which i truly believe.. also found some evidences.. fortunately, im not one of them.. at least, i think so.. hahaha

sichak came home from states which he hate so much.. hahaha "americans are terrorists" he use to say.. although sometimes i agree.. hahaha

school is near

2006-10-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

one week nalang!! noooooo!!!!!!!!!!

oct 21-22
overnight with neos (without genviv) at slh hahaha took a lot of shots.. picture shots and vodka shots hahaha

oct 24
hangout at zsas place.. played billiards and pingpong..

oct 28-29
overnight with neos once again at tatas aunts condo.. this time were complete! haha cooked dinner, breakfast and lunch..
dinner - at 12mn: carbonara with mashed potatoes, hotdog, ruffles
breakfast - at 11am: pancakes, hotdog, omelette, chicken nuggets
lunch - at 2pm: carbonara with mashes potatoes(leftovers from last night)
did nothing but cook and eat.. hahaha

oct 30
went to the cemetery
enrollment ...

poorly coverted

2006-10-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

misery

plan:
after fellowship (4pm) at gchs, pimp and company are gonna pick me up at cubao.. by then, i already waited for 1.5 hrs tops.. then drive to di sya..

what had happened (incomplete):
after fellowship, they waited for shokoy to arrive.. afterwards, went to zsa's house.. i have no idea what they did, all i know is that they spent more than an hour doing...... stuff.. so they arrive at cubao to pick me up at 6.. umm.. i waited for 3 hrs.. haha.. *emotional stuff? nah.. its confidential* anyway, my sister (and my mommy) told me to take out dinner for her friends.. so we stopped by.. *sigh* uhh.. then to di sya..

my sis wasnt there, so i called her cell.. it took like forever for her to pick it up.. i went to her to get the so sy.. finally, were in.. little chitchat and entertainment on tv.. went back to shobe to return their so si.. went to plaza, had dinner in tokyo tokyo.. grocery to buy toiletries and junks such as chips and liquor.. tata had to go with her mom.. byebye.. went back to di sya.. watched their show (pda).. forced tastes by me.. picture taking.. forced shots by zsa.. tata texted, said shes coming by.. daw.. surprisingly, she did.. hahaha her mom forgot the key to their.....condo i think.. wat a coincidence haha played cards.. slap jac.. no, just slap slap.. whoever lose will either strip or have one shot.. obviously, we preferred the one shot consequence.. shokoy, unfortunately for her, could no longer take another shot.. shes tomato faced.. so.. uh huh hahaha lost again, wat could she take off? drink again.. but, with our sympathy towards her, half half.. haha after, dugsh.. snore snore.. shokoy, karen and me seemed like the only people who were drunk.. *next day* mimi barfed and had allergies, tata had allegies, shokoy had a headache, zsa too, karen and i were normal.. haha tata and i had our breakfast.. tsi ge si para ne nge lang ni.. so pasimple.. we stole breads and tomatoes by shooting them in my bag for the others to eat.. suspected by the men-in-black's suspicion, we returned it anyway.. *sigh* sorry guys, nothings here, except for 3 little itsybitsy tomatoes that tata didnt noticed i put.. they didnt eat it anyway.. sayang lang.. getting ready to go.. went down to look for mommy.. they were going to the plaza, so were they.. so i went with them.. ate at maxs.. watched world trade center.. then byebye neos..

sembreak

2006-10-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

my grades are in danger... os n acctg.. damn

went with pg machos at icon's sembreak party.. fun fun fun!! for one reason.. vodka shots woohoo!!! without that, i probably went home ealier than usual hahaha and!! mikka and her lb had their first kiss hahahaha fine, they didnt exactly kissed.. its kind of a for-fun thing where lb places the lime between his lips and mikka, after taking a shot, will quickly take the lime using her mouth off of lb's lips hahahaha but its quite far.. so.. sayang hahaha

angkong n ama left for china.. i didnt know, so i didnt say goodbye although ahko ask me to.. i thought they were just headed to manila.. haha stupid

went to si ting pang for another pasta.. grabe.. i have to go back.. AGAIN.. so all in all i have 6.. haha i hadnt gone there for 3 yrs

beginning of the ending

2006-10-08T19:10:00.000+08:00

nows the beggining of the ending of the sem.. haha our finals

os.. i still need 19 points to pass.. the exam would be 50 points.. so hopefully i would have a greater chance to pass..

i just knew today when my cuz told me that andrew in the pageant (mr n ms icon) is the andrew of abc team (along with jobbet, justin, toby, etc).. haha kakagulat.. i didnt even notice him but then i thought he looked familiar.. he even took the same course as mine.. haha cool noh.. hes the bro of my cuz's boyfriend.. the three of them, andrew, panpan(my cuz) and matthew (cuz's boyfriend and andrew's bro), are members of the abc team.. asuncion badminton center with coach nelson, kennie and coach vic..

hell week

2006-09-29T16:39:00.000+08:00

just had my brakets off.. its a little uncomfortable it wasnt cleaned up so the cements are still on.. brown out e.. i have to wait until tuesday.. with my retainers hopefully.. my teeth look awful..

i almost failed in os.. 72s the passing.. i got 73.. haha well that is for now.. im definitely still in peril.. most definitely still.. todays supposedly our "major" quiz but thank God theres no classes.. haha

biak-na-bato.. its fun.. teasing mikka and her lb.. hahaha the fun part.. anyway, we have to edit the video, puting in pictures and sounds..

mon - sad defense
fri - eng defense

there has to be something on my wrist

2006-09-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

we went to shangrila today to visit our favorite boutique: lucerne.. for those who dont know what that is.. its a store full of watches.. haha daddy and i just love them.. theyre so amazing.. a work of art.. if u also see the inside of course.. especially the made in swiss types.. theyre incredible.. dont get me wrong, i dont know much about watches.. only daddy knows them.. hes obsessed.. and im next.. haha i like wearing my watch the face facing me to prevent it from having scratches.. haha theyre too precious..

documentation in sad: appoximately 300 pages.. + book bind (hard bound) + other expenses.. whos gonna pay for that huh? stop wasting our money!! i need to invest in something i want.. ok?

2006-09-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

mimi's bday tom! haha we wont be seeing each other soon though.. shes making takas takas on libre.. yuk, cant believe im actually saying that.. haha rio's bday tom either.. haha

quiz tom on ns.. *sigh* havent started on anything yet.. yeah, i can make it on the deans list talaga..

im planning to dye my hair red and curl it making my hair look very big so that i would look chubby.. im just guessing i would like one haha

sick, literally sick

2006-09-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

common sickness:
fever
cold
cough

im weak.. *sigh*

damn it, ust won for the 5th time in cheerdance.. and dlsu wasnt there.. sad.. they wont make it anyway.. i mean win the championship, or any place for that matter..

sick and tired of you

2006-09-10T13:07:00.000+08:00

again with the "di bo ai kyaw din naw bu ki yo?" "tai si e a, yi ka ai kyaw nan".. figure it out what it means haha okay.. STOP pushing me to not like my mom just shut the hell up!!!!! what do u want from me huh!!!!?!?!?!?!?! if only i could hit all of u.. fyi, even if we're not "it", stop forcing me to hate my mom!! ok? because whatever u do, nothing would change.. clear?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

loser

2006-09-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

its quite depressing seeing all your friends' names on the dean's list.. im such a loser.. i need to accomplish something right now.. i wondered.. i couldve been listed there if only i studied well.. and then i wonder.. what wouldve happened if i were in fact listed.. would i brag? pretend it didnt happen? what? anyway, i want my name to be listed even just for a semester.. to have accomplished something for once in my life..

note: peer pressure isnt always bad

so far yet so near

2006-09-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

you know the saying.. so near yet so far? mines the other way around.. im pertaining to my sister.. last night my cousin and i talked about age.. age issues, age gaps, age groups.. it all started with me teasing my cousin for being 20, at least going 20.. so we had this feeling, being afraid of the future (no longer in school).. what might happened and stuff like that (exactly like the speech in coach carter hehe).. anyway, it all came down to the "so far yet so near" thought.. my shobe's 13, im 19 and my cousin's 20.. umm.. obviously, my cousin and i are at the same age group.. but lately, it turns out my sister can be in the same group as ours.. which is weird.. very unusual.. we thought maybe she thinks maturely or we're just too childish.. maybe both.. she wants to be an adult.. i dont know why.. whenever we suggest some stuff that very much suits her, she would say "ayaw! ang kiddie! ..(blah blah blah)..".. so i guess thats the reason hahaha were not childish.. whew! hihihi oh, i just remembered what mom said to me.. "act maturely, mahiya ka.. mas mature na si nikki sayo".. ok.. thats.. wow.. hmm.. no comment.. anyway, its both..

once and again and again.........

2006-09-04T16:59:00.000+08:00

ive decided to move yet again after my recent post on the other site haha with my previous blog, you see i cant have links with people using other blogs.. and the only person i know whos using xanga is shoti.. (and a cousin hes not really updating anymore) anyway, ill just post my most recent entry here.. just updated earlier today.. maybe this will be my permanent blog after using no less than 5 blogs.. youll never know haha

birthday.. bash?

just read my friends' blogs.. hahahaha some write in tagalog (i had a hard time to read it) and some in english (some have nice thoughts and some are awful just like mine)

ics week, whew.. its over.. not that i didnt want it.. it includes cancelled classes in fact.. its just that i have to be in ust for a longer time than usual..

watched godsend on star movies last night.. it was a little scary so i turned the volume down and switched the channel from time to time haha.. i didnt really know what happened at the end part haha

slept for 11 hrs hihihi i didnt know i didnt turn off the tv until i heard noises early in the morning.. i guess i slept without even knowing im actually sleeping haha for the record, i always know when im about to sleep..

went out with my hs friends (neos) last saturday night to celebrate our birthday (karen's on sept 3rd).. its a little fun.. did i say a little?? thats impossible.. maybe im just not in the mood or maybe tata wasnt there.. i dont feel 19 haha in fact i never felt any age when i was at that age.. weird noh.. im boring thats why.. well...... maybe 15, when i met neos haha.. they made me feel.... special? i dont know.. it was a different feeling.. they turned my usual frown to a... smile? haha cant think of a smile in the eye.. oh.. i think its a smile.. we see people smiling in the eye rather than on the lips right? haha anyway, i usually go out with them rather than my other friends.. im not saying my other friends arent cool or anything.. its just that.. hmm.. ano ba.. basta no malice, ok? although some have changed.. what can i say? everyone changes, only they changed too early.. haha am i right? haha trying hard nanaman to make my own philosophy hahaha