so far yet so near

you know the saying.. so near yet so far? mines the other way around.. im pertaining to my sister.. last night my cousin and i talked about age.. age issues, age gaps, age groups.. it all started with me teasing my cousin for being 20, at least going 20.. so we had this feeling, being afraid of the future (no longer in school).. what might happened and stuff like that (exactly like the speech in coach carter hehe).. anyway, it all came down to the "so far yet so near" thought.. my shobe's 13, im 19 and my cousin's 20.. umm.. obviously, my cousin and i are at the same age group.. but lately, it turns out my sister can be in the same group as ours.. which is weird.. very unusual.. we thought maybe she thinks maturely or we're just too childish.. maybe both.. she wants to be an adult.. i dont know why.. whenever we suggest some stuff that very much suits her, she would say "ayaw! ang kiddie! ..(blah blah blah)..".. so i guess thats the reason hahaha were not childish.. whew! hihihi oh, i just remembered what mom said to me.. "act maturely, mahiya ka.. mas mature na si nikki sayo".. ok.. thats.. wow.. hmm.. no comment.. anyway, its both..