loser

its quite depressing seeing all your friends' names on the dean's list.. im such a loser.. i need to accomplish something right now.. i wondered.. i couldve been listed there if only i studied well.. and then i wonder.. what wouldve happened if i were in fact listed.. would i brag? pretend it didnt happen? what? anyway, i want my name to be listed even just for a semester.. to have accomplished something for once in my life..

note: peer pressure isnt always bad